huixian`
Xian. Fayexian. Ah Faye.
Qian Nian Lao Yao. Monster.
14 Jan 1989.
Capricorn
S'pore.

wishlist`
new sandals n shoes.
new coloured sports shoes.
handphone.
mp3.
new camera.
new sling bag.
sportsbag.
new watch.
nice photo album.
new waterbottle.
bells. bells. n more bells.
unlimited access to anime manga.
:D

loves`
anime.
manga.
hgs6B'01.dhs2F'03.dhs4B'05.
tjcOG3.tjcCG07/06.INVICTUS.
tjcsoccer.
art.
food.
chocolate.
BELLS.
keychains.
animals.
DOGS.
mai family.
mai frenz.
mai dog.
fahrenheit.
arron yan yalun.
wilber pan.
lin JJ.
derrick hoh wei jian.
Milubing.
lin zi ying.
kwon sang woo.
:)

dislikes`
mai enemies.
superficial ppl.
irritating idiots.
tablets.
my life.
:(

darlings`
Aiysha Annabel BingQuan Belinda Charlotte Cheryl ChiChing Claudia Dawn Denise Dickson EePin Emelyne Eunice Gelin HuangHuan HuiFang Huimin Huishan HuiTing Irene Janice Jessica JiaMing Joyce Justine Kamun Kelvin Limin LinXin Lizzy Mabeline Matthew Melissa PeiWen Rabecca Rebekah Reshvinder RuoLin Sally Sarah SerHua ShangYunn Sherlene ShiHui ShiTian SiangYee Simar Stephanie SueWei SuHui SzeHwee WenQin WenXiu Xinni YeapShiYi YeeTien YiFang YuCai YuLin SoccerTeamTJC

flashbacks`
xian_xianz.
xianxianz.
monsterxian.
monsterxiann.

memories`
October 2003.
November 2003.
December 2003.
January 2004.
February 2004.
March 2004.
April 2004.
May 2004.
June 2004.
July 2004.
August 2004.
September 2004.
October 2004.
November 2004.
December 2004.
January 2005.
February 2005.
March 2005.
April 2005.
May 2005.
June 2005.
July 2005.
August 2005.
September 2005.
October 2005.
November 2005.
December 2005.
January 2006.
February 2006.
March 2006.
April 2006.
May 2006.
July 2006.
September 2006.
October 2006.
November 2006.
December 2006.
May 2007.
June 2007.
March 2008.
August 2008.
June 2009.


thankyou`
pix edited by me.
pix edited using photoshop.
main pix taken from cant-rmb-where.
n tt's my teamtjc jershey over there!!
photos hosted by webshots.
blog pix hosted by photobucket.
music hosted by angelfire.
tagboard from myflashbox.
strictly no stealing.
copyrighted.

currentlyplaying`
Goong OST
Stay - 你...我是傻瓜




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speak your mind`

April 14, 2004

hRmmZ.. heard a story on FM 933 some dae ago.. while i was doing hw?? or was i studying?? watever lar.. juz heard the story lorz... veri touching.. almost cried.. wahhh.. :'(

it was bout this 2 children.. qing mei zhu ma.. liang xiao wu cai... watsoever lar... they were born on the same day but the girl was 2 hours older than the guy... they were best of frenz and... were also neighbours... The girl alwaes called him.. 'ah da'... coz he alwaes seemed to be very slow... Their friendship continued... I would be addressing the girl as 'I' from now onwards:

I alwaes tot ah da was veri fit and healthy.. [elaboration on y he is tot to be fit.. forgot most of it liaoz.. ]but one day when we were taking our O'levels Chinese paper... the one in June.. when everyone was busily scibbling their answers on their test papers.. SUDDENLY... I heard a LOUD thud... I turned over my head to see wat was making tt noise n to my surprise... i saw ah da lay on the floor motionless.. ah da had fainted... everyone was shocked.. the suituation was in frantic n chaos... ah da was then sent to the hospital.. it was then tt we realised tt ah da had contracted some shen bing.. [kidney failure i tink] ah da had to go for dialysis regularly... the times they spent together grew lesser n lesser.... [elaboration on how it grew lesser..] being his best fren n neighbour.. one dae...I decided to accompany him to dialysis... it was then that she saw how they go through the dialysis.. the scene where they inject the dunno how thick needle into his arm... at tt instant.. i screamed... screamed out real loud.. i was terrified.. terrified at the look of the thick needle.. and terrified at the look of the needle piercing through the arm... Ah Da immediately laughed.. n he said, "you bu shi da zai ni de shou shang, ni han dao zhe me da sheng gan ma??"
-end use of 'I' on the female leading character-

I was touched after listening to this sentence ah da said.. he said it with so much effort to calm down the girl when he was actually enduring the pain at the same time... sadness... :'(

-start use of 'I' on the female leading character-
Dunno when, ah da moved out... it was then tt we lost contact... after a few months, i met ah da's mum on the streets... she told me tt ah da had died juz a few daes ago.. n b4 he died.. he was missing me n wished to see me for the last time... but sadly... he died even b4 he can see me...
-end use of 'I' on the female leading character-

so sad... sobz... can u imagine wat is like when u have lost the fren tt u c everydae?? i couldn't even bear tinking bout tt... :'( oKiez.. end of story.. so any comments? sad ritez? maybe i retell the story to u not veri nice lar.. coz i not a gd story teller... so maybe u read alreadi not so sad... but at tt moment when i was listening to the DJ saeing the story.. i was so so so so sad.. somemore... still got those sad sad music playing in the backgrd... boo hoo hooz... ("_)

thank you for being a part of my life :)
11:40 pm

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