[ What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?Some people live and some people die. But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend... That I will always be here for you when and if you need me... If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever. Would I be in yours? You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. ] went for the campfire yesterdae.. one word to sae.. SUPERB!! shioks sia.. so fun.. din regret going!! luckily i went.. or i would have missed so much fun!! it was sort of boring at first.. but later.. near the end.. it was great!! esp after the public left the place.... so super fun!! it was drizzling a little but to my surprise... they were prepared.. they even put a raincoat in each of the funpack... so prepared!! well.. there was a lot of bread in it.. but i din eat it... when the sky starts to dark... we started dancing.. haha.. xinni was chao high lor.. dance like siao... met peiwen there photographing ppl.. for her 'special project'... hahahha... she targetted me... but well.. i so kuai... wat can she get out of me?! muahhahahHAHHAhah.... i was thinking... if i went with my group to this campfire.. would it be as fun? came to a conclusion.. NO... if i had came with my gang.. it would definitely not be so fun.. coz my gang is juz so... not 'on'.. they wun go ard dancing... enjoying themselves.. instead they would be sitting in a corner waiting for the dae to end.. hahahaz.. tt would be so sadx... coz i would be sitting in a corner with them.. haiz haiz.. bel i dunno.. but yew chin would definitely do tt...
went home alone in the dark frm school at 9++pm... sadness.. coz almost everyone got parents to send.. wanted to call my dad too one.. but then.. no phone larz... so in the end went home myself... super dark at tt time.. almost missed my stop.. coz cant see what's outside.. reached home with an empty stomach.. found nasi lemak at home.. ate it.... but it's super cold n not nice.. bleahx...
went to watch my tape... recorded jiu shi gu xiang nong... n news!! hahahaz.. saw me with the bunch of art club ppl on the news!! so super embarrasing sia.. coz we were luffing like siao~~ oh gosh..................... jiu shi gu xiang nong.. the ending was not bad la.. onli tt they din sae y the ah chun din die n come back... went to bed at 12.. woke up at 1pm todae.. ahhahahah!! so pig!! missed my tou long zhuan feng.. argh! haiz.. havent studied chinese yet.. guess will be pia-ing... better go study now liao... tt's all folks.. bye!
August 01, 2004