felt much better now.. haiz~ y do i have this kinda sister? wat have i done to deserve this? oh god.. tell me~ pls........ well.. have 2F chalet on mon - wed.. oh yeah.. i wun be seeing her for 3 days! cant stand her screams n her irritating voice n remarks.. bleahx.. 2F chalet!! yipee.!! can have fun liaoz.. FINALLY.. after so many days of sianess... cant wait sia.. woohooz.. =) ruolin is in hk now ba.. orrr.. but i tot i saw her online juz now? seeing things? but bel cant possibly be seeing things too ba? hRmmz.. maybe it's juz her comp auto sign-in when it connects.. hhaha.. oh well.. heard tt suhui is in malacca.. haiz~ so sian.. so little ppl online nowadays.. wat the hell.. n where have the nice nice cls outings gone to? i juz miss the cls outings.. though not the whole cls go.. but it's enjoyable n fun n makes us closer.. feel like goin kite flying.. nv tried b4.. san gui sia.. hahaaha.. also wanna try roller blading.. would it be as fun as blading on ice? feel like goin ice skating too.. n swimming.. n many many things.. but no one seems interested.. feeling lonely.. everyone seems to have disappeared suddenly.. veri long time nv see jiaming online le.. n many many other ppl.. the distance between us seem to be getting further n further apart.. is it really like wat my mum said? last yr is last yr.. this yr is this yr.. wat for go to sec 2 chalet.. argh.. hate it when she says tt.. muz we realli forgot our frenz.. those tt had once helped us in a way or another? sob sob.. feel so much like crying now.. who got sad movies. lend me.. i wanna cry my lungs out.. very afraid tt she dun let me go 3B chalet which is at later december after the 2F one.. she kept stressing tt i shld only go for 1 chalet.. n tt is the reason y i din go for 2F bbq in june this yr.. argh.. oh well.. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zi.. zou yi bu suan yi bu ba.. haiz~ goin to watch tv le.. since i cant play anymore.. argh.. juz hate my sis!

[[OFF TO CHALET.. WUN BE BLOGGIN TILL I RETURN~]]