huixian`
Xian. Fayexian. Ah Faye.
Qian Nian Lao Yao. Monster.
14 Jan 1989.
Capricorn
S'pore.

wishlist`
new sandals n shoes.
new coloured sports shoes.
handphone.
mp3.
new camera.
new sling bag.
sportsbag.
new watch.
nice photo album.
new waterbottle.
bells. bells. n more bells.
unlimited access to anime manga.
:D

loves`
anime.
manga.
hgs6B'01.dhs2F'03.dhs4B'05.
tjcOG3.tjcCG07/06.INVICTUS.
tjcsoccer.
art.
food.
chocolate.
BELLS.
keychains.
animals.
DOGS.
mai family.
mai frenz.
mai dog.
fahrenheit.
arron yan yalun.
wilber pan.
lin JJ.
derrick hoh wei jian.
Milubing.
lin zi ying.
kwon sang woo.
:)

dislikes`
mai enemies.
superficial ppl.
irritating idiots.
tablets.
my life.
:(

darlings`
Aiysha Annabel BingQuan Belinda Charlotte Cheryl ChiChing Claudia Dawn Denise Dickson EePin Emelyne Eunice Gelin HuangHuan HuiFang Huimin Huishan HuiTing Irene Janice Jessica JiaMing Joyce Justine Kamun Kelvin Limin LinXin Lizzy Mabeline Matthew Melissa PeiWen Rabecca Rebekah Reshvinder RuoLin Sally Sarah SerHua ShangYunn Sherlene ShiHui ShiTian SiangYee Simar Stephanie SueWei SuHui SzeHwee WenQin WenXiu Xinni YeapShiYi YeeTien YiFang YuCai YuLin SoccerTeamTJC

flashbacks`
xian_xianz.
xianxianz.
monsterxian.
monsterxiann.

memories`
October 2003.
November 2003.
December 2003.
January 2004.
February 2004.
March 2004.
April 2004.
May 2004.
June 2004.
July 2004.
August 2004.
September 2004.
October 2004.
November 2004.
December 2004.
January 2005.
February 2005.
March 2005.
April 2005.
May 2005.
June 2005.
July 2005.
August 2005.
September 2005.
October 2005.
November 2005.
December 2005.
January 2006.
February 2006.
March 2006.
April 2006.
May 2006.
July 2006.
September 2006.
October 2006.
November 2006.
December 2006.
May 2007.
June 2007.
March 2008.
August 2008.
June 2009.


thankyou`
pix edited by me.
pix edited using photoshop.
main pix taken from cant-rmb-where.
n tt's my teamtjc jershey over there!!
photos hosted by webshots.
blog pix hosted by photobucket.
music hosted by angelfire.
tagboard from myflashbox.
strictly no stealing.
copyrighted.

currentlyplaying`
Goong OST
Stay - 你...我是傻瓜




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speak your mind`

November 24, 2005

it has all come to an end. wat lies ahead? i do not noe. is our bond really tt strong? i do not noe. time will tell us. time tells us everything. for me time has told me a lot of things. wat i used to think was strong n unbreakable was broken. issit really tt fragile? is it meant to be this way forever? to be alone. to be loved only by urself. i m scared. really scared. wat lies ahead for me? wat is my future like?

wat does life really mean? wat do i live for? sometimes i tink i m so insignificant. there is really no meaning in it. wat is the aim in my life? to grow up? to get a gd job? to earn big bucks? to get old n die? there is really no meaning. no meaning. if i cant do wat i like or want to do, wat is the meaning of my life? wat exactly m i pursuing?

i feel sad. sad n scared. one by one they would leave me. everyone would leave me. i would be alone. alone again. juz like it used to be. does the problem lies on me?

to be loved. tt was just what i longed to have. but it seems to be getting further n further away from me. wat have i done? tell me.........

i juz feel so sad suddenly. okay pls ignore me n go away. i dunno wat i m toking so dun ask me. i m lost...................

thank you for being a part of my life :)
4:24 pm

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* l0ve ish n0rt b0ut finding s0me0ne y0u cann live with__
budd findin s0meone y0u cant live with0ut.