first there was the first official well organised twentyeight*06 class outing last last fri on the 27th of oct. applause applause. high attendence rate of 21 pppl out of 25. credits to zihe for planning it! =) yea.. met with anghee siewming n their PW grp on the train.. jeslyn junjie dazhong shaun were also there. they made me wait for 20mins la! so long. but oh well luckily i had a book in my hand so not tt bad. had lotsa fun crapping luffing like mad women on the train. =) but tt was only a beginning. reached the cathy late. oops! met up with the rest of them n waited for a few others who were later than us. bought popcorn n drinks n entered the cinema. i din even eat much of the popcorn la. so waste of my $$. =( watched presige(sp?). WOW. killed a lot of my brain cells along the way. it's juz so brain-taxing? haha. smart ppl like me then can understand the show de. LOL. quite a good show coz the storyline is simply WONDERFUL. it manages to jump between flashbacks n the present without much confusion. good one! after the show went fish n co to eat. YUM! but i still think manhattan's fish n chips nicer. HAHA. created a lot of noise n confusion there. got ppl celebrating bday there so all the girls nicely wished him happy bday. haha. caught him in a shock. then we tok crap n took a HELL lot of photos. left fish n co.'s doorstep only n continued with the photo taking session! w00tx. take until my cam battery 2 bars become no bars. wahh.. siao la. take photos like we not gonna see each other anymore. total madness. take photos take until tired liao then we left the place. anghee siewming jeslyn yeetien xinlan n me left off early coz anghee got curfew while the rest dunno go where do wat. before we left munhoe stepped on chuilaam's shoe n broke her strap. HAHA. zihe very 'feng du'ly or so he claims to be bent down to help her 'repair'. i bet he failed. but the scene was damn funny la. like zihe kneeling down to propose to chuilaam or smth. LOL. then came the topic of shin proposing to caijing with caijing being chuilaam n zihe being shin. HAHA. our cls girls r mad about GOONG la. ok i admit i m too but not to tt extent of linking everyday happenings to it. HAHA. oh then chuilaam refused to have zihe as shin coz she liked lu better. HAHA. drama sia. some photos below~ enjoy.. others can be found in my monsterxiann webshots album under fish n co.

oh well. sad stuff again. my blog cant go on without writing down some sad stuff. ok maybe my life juz cant help but always have some sad stuff happening. disappointments sinks in hard n deep. crying on the streets is not a solution. but wat can i do? all i can do is juz aviod being seen doing tt. n i tink i always succeed in doing tt. coz i m insignificant? small? n not worth ur friendship? oh well i rather not be seen. ya. friends? a word i totally dun believe in anymore. n maybe i juz havent found the rite one yet. reading rab's blog juz make me so envious n jealous of wat GREAT friends she have. wished i had one like hers. oh well maybe i'm not a very good person myself so i dun deserve it. watever. but i dui de qi tian di liang xin to say i treat everyone well. i dun deserve the treatment i m getting now. juz wat the hell have i done in this life, in my previous lives, to deserve this? just when i tink things have been going well.. the feeling juz comes back again. juz when i felt i m not alone.. i was left out again. i have been trying hard. real hard. accepting someone i nv tot i would ever do is the hardest. n the biggest mistake. i juz hate myself. hate my life. how i wish all would restart. go back to the time when i truely enjoyed the presence of TRUE friends. fitting in is juz hard. so hard so painful.

wth la. i shun write about sad stuff anymore. going thru all the pain again.. or juz recalling them nv fails to make me type n cry. never fails to remind me wat a LOSER i m. oh well wat's so difficult about being alone?

last last sun the 28th of oct.. had soccer match with nus at nus. haha. REAL GREAT FUN!! had a hell lot of fun. soccer rocks my life la. was really happy after reading coach melvin's comments on individual performance. was great hearing tt i had improved.. all the trainings did not go into a waste! =) soccer is my life n i will continue to love my life for soccer. =) argh! simar still havent told me bout her sis's comments on our match! damn. had a very BIG HUGE bruise on my shin.. PAIN! some nus girl's shin guard hit my shin so hard tt my shin guard is unable to protect me n juz shift away to allow all the pressure on my poor shin. OUCH! at tt moment of time it was really unbearable la. almost couldn't continue with the game. but seeing the opponents getting closer to my beloved protected goal post, i juz forgot bout the pain n limped my way to protect the goal. =) the bruise is still there after 1 week la. DAMN!! how to make it go away. damn big blueblack la. SO UGLY!! i wonder if i hurt my bone. got tu chu lai la. die sia. oh well.. in the end we lost 1-0 to them la. SIAN DIAO. one super duper fast nus forward caught us unaware n dashed her way to the goal.. tried sprinting really fast to catch up with her n stop her way.. but oh well.. still too late. i shld start training physically liao. SPRINTS especially. but coach melvin had already spotted tt liao.. our team lacks the fitness. training this holiday mainly physical de.. all the runs sprints blahblah. yao wo de ming sia. LOL. cant believe i could actually run 14 rounds NONSTOP for 40 mins. WOW. feel so accomplished. the process is bitter but at the end you feel so accomplished. i juz love the feeling of tt accomplishment! =) oh then after the nus match.. we celebrated coach melvin's bday! happy birthday!! *^^* cake was DELICIOUS but damn creamy. FATTENING!! ahhhhh!! but damn yummmy la. =P no photos coz no one brought camera. so sad..

a week of holiday juz past by like tt. wat exactly have i been doin tt week? practically nothing useful. haha. no job dunno go where find. sian. i wan $$. oh well watched a hell lot of dramas.. finished 'my girl'. AHHHH damn nice!! =) damn funny n LEEJUNKI is so attractive!! i cant say he's handsome.. coz.. he's pretty!! hahaha. when he acted in 'the clown n i'.. i already noticed him liao.. but tt time i was like: "WTH y got this kind of guy looks so much like a girl. looks even prettier than a lot of girls la. wth. wth wth. wait or is he a girl?" HAHA. coz tt movie he long hair then his role was ermmmmm.. abit... gay? even the KING who is a guy like him la coz he too pretty liao. LOL!! but now after watching 'my girl' totally attracted to him. MUAHAHAHA. ok maybe he looks shuaizz to me now after acting in a more MAN role... lolx. oh n the OST rocks la. loving n enjoying it now.. =) but goong's 'ni.. wo shi sa gua' is still my fav! haha =P pics of leejunki to sharE! enjoy~

also finished watching Triumph in the Skies aka chong shang yun xiao.. the hk drama tt is gonna be shown on channel u starting tml 10pm.. MUZ GO WATCH. good show!!! yet another show tt inspires me to go become a pilot. haha. my childhood ambition is to become a pilot la. but then having heard tt pilots muz have 100% good vision then jiu sian diao le. i 500+ degrees la. but this show once again made me feel like being a pilot in future. =) but looking at the amount of stuff tt have to mug.. WOW. i doubt i can do tt. oh well.. then maybe go become an air-stewardess? haha seems like a nice job too. flying all over the world. wow. maybe dou shi my dad hai de.. coz he have nv bought me to anywhere else except genting. once only somemore lo. anyway.. the show is a must watch!! ok a bit long la.. 40episodes. but nicey nicey! =) Loved this show as it's a heart-warming show. No hatred btw each other and there's no stupid woman that would do smth stupid just for LOVE. This show basically touches on everything. From Love to Friendships and also Family. some ju zao to share~ enjoy~

now currently watch luan shi jia ren. niceynicey. another hk drama. sis borrow from friend de.. bout jap occupation n ppl related. NICE! the jap killings juz make me hate them so much.. to tink tt actually happened during jap occupation. ruthless!! haix. xin suan sia.. the development of the char is good. not much to say bout the show coz havent watch finished yet. watched 15episodes liao.. in 1 day.. another 15 more to go.. photos photos..

w00tx. luv hk dramas!! =) coz of the variation of the storyline.. luv korean dramas coz of the lovey dovey sweet sweet stuff but make ppl kinda sick of them coz of the qian pian yi lu de storyline.. luv jap dramas coz of the variation of the storyline n also the lang. n their approach to the plot.. =) i juz love watching shows!! =)

ok.. shall end here today.. havent eaten anything yet.. so hungry.. better go cook up something.. later still got training.. tataZ.

stay tuned for the next long entry... =) dun tink it will come in another few weeks. lol. cheers.