lotsa things happened these few days.. sad things.. real sad. oh well. later then elaborate.. shall talk bout the happy stuff first! =)

OP finally ended. n yes with a BANG! haha. really happy tt it's finally over. no more staying up until who-knows-when to complete the stuff. no more squishing of brain to come up with ideas. n no more going to zihe's hse to discuss bout PW but actually to slack! oh no! =( oh man his hse so nice to slack can. hse so big. still got unlimited mangas to read. haix. now no more le. kinda sad. but anyway back to OP. yupx i screwed up my Q n A. totally dunno how to ans so juz came up with some crap which left the assessors going... "HUH?" die la. but heck care liao. since it's over!!! =) so after OP went out with my PW grp n anghee's PW grp. combined grp outing! haha. but before that we din forget to take some photos to commemorate the end of PW. wheeee~~ nice photos! i have to admit these are like the most beautiful photos we ever taken together! but wait.... have we ever taken a photo with all 5 of us present? ok no.. oops. yup so went bugis for the combined grp outing. ate at... wait i forgot wat's the name of tt place. damn. anyway it's a place which sells jap food. yup so we ate n talked. n played zhong ji mi ma. the first few round's forfeit is actually the change we got back from the bill.. damn din lose a single one of tt.. so din get the money. haix. but after tt.. ewWWWWww the forfeit was damn gross la. with zihe mixing all the stuff we left over after eating.. somemore got 2 versions one. 1 non-spicy for munhoe and another spicy one for the rest of us. EWWWWW!! uploaded the photos in my album liao. yup go seeee.. EEEEEEWWWWWW!! cant really rmb who drank those in the end. but i'm sure i din! anyway after that we juz walked ard crapped take neoprints drank bubbletea and then everyone went home. except me n anghee coz i needed to return overdued books so anghee accompanied me to the lib. yea~ thanks heex!! yup so we rotted in there.. reading books blahblah. then go home liao. oh man tt's all i can say bout tt day la.. all the superficial stuff like wat we did tt day blah.. cannot rmb much liao since so long ago.. so cant really say much feelings bout it. MAN. anyway photos photos.. enjoy~ others can be found in the monsterxiann album..

oh man.. damn lazy to write so detailed. shall say briefly liaox.

next.. there's soccer outing to sentosa! wheeee..! i juz loved playing with water there!! =) yupx we played volleyball n beach soccer! oh man beach soccer rocks can!! so fun so fun!! no matter how u fall also not pain.. coz u are cushioned by the sand!! the feeling of tt juz rocks!! ok maybe u might get scratched by the sand.. but who cares!! haha. =) played with these guys we met there. they were great la.. quite gentlemanly. tt's most of the reason y i enjoyed the beach soccer. if play with those guys tt are... ya u know.. i bet i would have juz died there la. anyway was wearing pink tt day. yes again. then this guy dunno my name then juz kept calling.. "hey pink! there! there!".. "thanks pink!".. "good one pink".. ok kinda irritated by tt. but the scene was really funny. haha. anyway juz to say felt really happy tt day.. so much FUN! but still.. ya.. ok oh well.. photos says a thousand words.. i shall cut the crap. enjoy~

then was iceskating with heex siewming xiaa xinen zelcy n supposedly aiksiong shaun zihe. the guys back out in the end n went to play pool at jurong.. tt was like wth? comeon la. come all the way to jurong to play pool. win liao lo. but anyway the girls had loads of fun. skating ard the small small ring.. occasional high speed rounds with siewming n xinen was great.. =) xiaa heex n zelcy were learning fast.. =) hahah. din wanna leave the ring so fast one la. damn disappointed la. everyone went in to take off shoes.. then i continued skating.. said to myself.. if i fall then i go in. yup then in the end really FALL! oh man. fall in a puddle of water somemore! damn. super regret now la. coz of tt fall.. caused me so much misery now. cant go training cant go out cant go magic meetings. juz great man grounded at home. argh. on tt.. shall elaborate later.. then after tt went ikea with xiaaa.. n took lotsa photos there!! haha. ikea's so fun! how i wish i had furniture like those there. how i wish i had bedrooms like those there. haix. oh well.. photos again.. enjoy~

yup leg injured but still went stayover at hh's hse the next day. at hh's hse.. haha. kinda crap. we watched tv.. watched dvd.. talk crap... n sleep! haha. dvd somemore is the show i watch before one la. watch again. diaox. haha. anyway it's really nice to gather like this once in a while since it's long since the 10ppl-gang get to meet together like this again. =) though got some nv come.. but oh well.. u're forgiven. haha. next day got training. brought all my stuff to hh hse so next day can go training straight. in the end.. coz of leg injured din go.. partly coz of their song yong. also coz i tink i go there also cannot do anything.. maybe juz sit ard look at them train. so in the end.. slept somemore after msg-ing bek bout my absence. then went homeeeee.. no photos yet coz hh havent sent me. [[condition of leg: recovering. a bit limping nia. ]]

then was magic shopping trip at chinatown! haha.. walked all over to find the materials we need for cosplay. bought lotsa stuff wasted lotsa money. ok wait maybe i din buy alot. coz by the time we go arab street.. the cloth shop all closed liao so i din manage to buy the cloth i need. went to a hell lot of places tt day la. first it was chinatown. then plaza sing. then far east. then bugis. haha. so busy so busy. in the end i only bought a spagetti strap n some ribbons. but really glad tt i found the spagetti strap i needed for a low cost of $5! haha. walked all over but couldnt find the cutting suitable for shino(the char i cosplaying) la. finally found it at bugis street. so the relieved. =) some ppl abit bo chap bout their own costumes.. so made denise a bit pissed. denise dun be angry okaY? hehe. [[condition of leg: recovering. hard to bend leg nia. ]]

then sunday was the YL's church organised de games day.. supposedly went there to play street soccer n captain ball. tot my leg recover liao but I WAS WRONG. juz after like 30sec or even less of the first game i fell. coz of my leg. dunno how i fell also. NO ONE WAS BESIDE ME TO PUSH ME WATSOEVER. i was juz turning to run to defend the goal then it happened. dunno y.. it's like have the feeling of couldn't control my leg. couldn't stop. then there u go.. seeing me on the ground. OUCH. damn pain tt time la. haix. i tot i was fine liao. then become liddat. became worse. but i could still play captain's ball with me standing on the chair not moving juz catching ball only. but glad to say we won all the capt ball matches. wheeeEEE!! but hell! y din we get into the finals! we won all leh! damn. anyway soccer.. ya our all girls team play with guys/mixed team. ya.. lost but nevertheless i still felt that we did great!! ok they i mean. sigh since i din play. [[condition of leg: OUCH!! ]]

went home told mom i leg injured. SCOLD LIKE HELL. as expected. tt's y i din tell her when i was injured on wed already. but now bo bian coz like quite serious liao. SCOLD N SCOLD N SCOLD N SCOLD. damn sad la. sigh. was feeling damn alone again. normal parents would care first rite? like say some words of concern first? then scold? i also dunno. my mom juz couldnt stop scolding la. damn sad. cried like hell to sleep for like 2 nites juz tinking bout it. juz needed someone to care for me. but my sisters could say nothing but sacastic remarks. n my mom juz couldn't stop scolding. my dad din say a word. =( this juz sucks so much. went to some chinese doctor the next day. doc say dunno wat bone dunno wat wrong place dunno wat la. medical fees like 40+ over bucks la. he din even do much la. juz tui tui a bit here n there. put on some massaging machine to massage a while.. then give a hell lot of medicine. dun even noe whether it's treated anot la. oh well. so here i m now. GROUNDED. at home with nothing to do. CANT GO TRAININGS. cant go out. cant go magic meetings! juz stay at home n rot.. hell!!

actually i'm a bit scared. scared tt my mom may make me give up soccer. i dun wanna give up. soccer. my beloved soccer. it's the passion i finally found i had in me. i dun wanna juz give up like tt. soccer is like the thing which made my life much more enjoyable now. without it i dunno wat will happen. it was there with me during my hard times. it was there with me when no one was beside me. it was there with me when i tot life really sucks. it was there with me when i wanted to give up. no pls dun let this happen. let me continue. continue my love for the game. all i can do now is pray. pray tt my leg will get better. now i can only stay all home n be a good girl n wait for my leg to recover before i can talk any terms with my parents to let me continue soccer. they dun like me playing soccer in the first place liao la... i really dunno wat would happen.. I DUN WANNA GIVE IT UP! pls dun do this to me.... let me continueeeeeeeeee.............. pls...